I'll be by your side and last forever.

even you hate me now, i wish you could heal me now

i'm in misery pain, i could get suffer from all kinds of illness

trust me, one day i going to die sooner than you.

you did pray to god when i leave you, you will die.. i also did

i said is truth... i miss you so much.

yesterday 26th friday,

It was the day, i want to die when you meet him, i was at the pond wanted to slip myself down the hill and drown but suddenly i saw you 2 coming toward...

you didn't turn but still laughing. why.. i can't make joke i know. they day i make jokes you were laughing like that too. give me time please.. love me.. i'll have feeling to jokes with you... it's not the time for joke now dear. i trying to patch back all our feeling slowly pieces by pieces..

my dad asked me why never go out with your girlfriends, i said you were not free... he asked again why you never come, i said you were not free. I also have family problems, my mother and my father... i wish you could know, i wanted to tell you long ago but i dun want you worry... it's ok..

pass few day 25th thursday ,

i smash my computer hard..i shout at my computer... i smash.. now my computer case come out.. i fix it back... i wish you could fix my heart back.. i went to meet you but you dun want me.. you want me go home... i bear to leave you alone at home... i wish you were the one calling me but yet you call your classmate.. i know i did hurt you alot but i'm seriously sorry for you.. if the only way to forgive myself, i have to die by my illness that i prayed. he hit my leg i felt the pain on friday..i know you can't sleep at afternoon that's why i dun want to leave you....

24th wednesday,

the day i fight for you... please you so badly to come back to me, i would take care of you... now my arm have nobody to lend on.. i wish monday you could lend on it... i wish you could love me back slowly with all you can. i willing to change myself.. please hafizah come back to me...

23th tuesday,

When we were working together, i wish i could help you in it but you dun want me help you.. i wish you could rest more instead of doing pc but you insist to do some job... i know you're tired.. why can't you understand me i want you rest while you on the same job as me... i dun want you over tired... i was looking at your hair instead of your eye make you feel like i'm looking at girl but i'm not look at girl.. i'm looking at you ! i wish i never hurt you before.. i wish i'm too late...

22th monday,

You were sick.. i was working... i feel somebody is missing.. i wanted to off day.. but patel not there.. i want to see you, miss you.. you going to prom night, i know something will happen cause of sunday things... i'm sorry for it also... please.. i want to see you make up... see your change nicely.. see you wear on your prom dress and send you to the venue... than when i went to find you, you didn't kiss me... you went you quickly... why... i'm important anymore... ?

21th sunday,

I'm sorry that i scolded you... I wanted to send you to prom night venue with my shirt on... i wish i'm there with you, i though you will call me come... i cried at home cause you didn't call me go with you sit with you...i'm so upset on that day....

20th saturday,

Woot bby ! i miss you ! i'm so happy to see you.. i'm happy to shop with you ! but sadly i had no money on that day... sorry... i wanted to watch movie with you. love you....